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Dude we so did the

2005-09-24T04:22:11Z

Dude we so did the jump paralel to hamilton and i hit the ceiling baw ha ha

Stripper lipstick two dollar lap

2005-09-24T04:16:31Z

Stripper lipstick two dollar lap dances being eaten out on stage polishing off a bottle of asti feeling ok

yet another day of boredom

2005-09-08T17:28:59Z

yet another day of boredom and stifling my rage

Frank is Gawd!

2005-09-07T16:32:14Z

Apparently post via email has been fixed, as evidenced by my last post. Let's see how quick this is . . .

As Much as I Love New Things

2005-09-07T04:00:27Z

I utterly hated Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. Misery!

In Case of Emergency, Break Glass

2005-09-01T00:14:14Z

Birdhouse in your Soul – BNL

If finally told my invisible friend some of the stuff that has been floating around my head since I read “Haunted.” I’ve been through ‘therapy.’ I went to college to study myself. Egotistical! All to learn I prefer being warped than to being plain.

Merman – Tori Amos

The biggest drop is over. Statistically, I’m in the clear. Perhaps I did don her hair to keep her beasts at bay. Perhaps to draw them out.

Short Skirt, Long Jacket – Cake

But this half-life of being her shadow is over. There will be no trinity. It has broken and perhaps that was the only break to concern myself over. Maybe there is nothing to escape from, the freedom of loving the cage.

Driven Like the Snow – SoM

I can’t waste another second.

agentdesire @ 2005-07-16T22:28:00

2005-07-17T05:28:59Z

Sometimes I just wish I’d go crazy all the way instead of this half-assed bullshit. I’m feeling hard-core agoraphobic and anti-social. I’ve been planning and scheming all week only to be presented with the very thing I want and refuse it.

He started calling again.

Any 20th Century Doctors Care to Induce Hysterical Paroxysm?

2005-04-05T00:19:30Z

You scored as Goth.

Goth

94%

Loner

81%

Punk/Rebel

69%

Stoner

69%

Geek

38%

Drama nerd

38%

Ghetto gangsta

31%

Prep/Jock/Cheerleader

19%

What's Your High School Stereotype?
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And yes, that is me on the right :/

agentdesire @ 2005-03-28T19:02:00

2005-03-28T23:53:32Z

You scored as Mindfuck. Congratulations, you scored Mindfuck. You've probably seen a lot of movies, and have grown to hate mainstream shit. You're looking for the movie that will leave you breathless, and with 21 questions to think about. Check out: Donnie Darko, Being John Malkovich, Pulp Fiction, Memento.

Mindfuck

95%

Artistic

85%

Sci-Fi/Fantasy

65%

Sadistic Humour

65%

Drama/Suspense

60%

Romantic Comedy

35%

Mindless Action Flick

25%

Movie Recommendation.
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XTC vs. Adam Ant!

2005-03-24T23:19:47Z

what decade does your personality live in?

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Thoughts Right Now . . .

2005-03-24T17:30:57Z

It is it weird to wonder what Steven Hawking sounds like in the throes of passion?

FURB

2005-03-19T02:45:45Z

(You know there is two sides to every story)

See I don't know why you cryin' like a bitch
Talkin' shit like a snitch
Why you write a song 'bout me
If you really didn't care
You wouldn't wanna share
Tellin' everybody just how you feel

Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back

Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back

You thought you could really make me moan
I had better sex all alone (ha ha ha ha)
I had to turn to your friend
Now you want me to come back
You must be smokin' crack
Im goin' else where and thats a fact

Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
Fuck it, I faked it, aren't you proud
Fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
Well guess what yo, your sex was wack

Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
Fuck it, I faked it, aren't you proud
Fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
Well guess what yo, your sex was wack

You questioned did I care
Maybe I would have if you woulda gone down there
Now it's over
But I do admit i'm glad I didn't catch your crabs
I can't sweat that cause I got to go

Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back.

You made me do this

Sometimes Madonna Does Rule . . .

2005-03-12T15:10:35Z

"I'm not your bitch, don't hang your shit on me."

agentdesire @ 2005-03-08T16:48:00

2005-03-08T21:41:37Z

Look at me, I'm fucking Switerland. I'm so nuetral - so fucking nuetral. Have your pain - Choke on it you fucking bitch. But he' selfish - so selfish that I won't bother but to feed misinformation and spREAD lies, lies lies lies - FUCK IT ALL

agentdesire @ 2005-03-08T16:42:00

2005-03-08T21:33:48Z

September 29, 1984 Dear so and so
Gather me up because I'm lost
Or I'm back where I started from
I'm crawling on the floor rolling on the ground
I might cry I won't go home
I am turning up in circles
And I'm spinning on my knuckles
Don't forget that there are circles left undone
And very close to me
Forgive me comfort me
I'm crawling on the floor rolling on the ground
There's a blanket wrapped around my head
I'm moving in a line that's shaped like this
I'm holding in my breath
I have a room
Can you tell if I am lying
Don't forget I'm living inside the space where walls and floor meet
There's a box insied my chest
An animal stuffed with my frustrations
Can you hear me?
Don't forget that I'm alone when you're away
You make me act like other people do forgive me
Comfort me You comfort me You make me die
I'm gonna cry I won't go home
Don't kill the god of sadness
Just don't let her get you down
See the man inside this book I read can't handle his own head
So what the hell am I supposed to do ?
I wonder how he died
My hands are shaking don't you love me anymore
I only need a person, keep my shoulders
Stand around lie down move your hand above the floor
Gather me up because I'm lost
Or I'm back where I started from
I'm crawling on the floor rolling on the ground
I'm gonna cry you look for me
Love Kristin
P.S. keep them coming

agentdesire @ 2005-02-26T01:47:00

2005-02-26T06:47:47Z

groovy baby
a blast from the past
stuck in between worlds

evelyn says not to compare
Aspenstand
Mensa and Waverly

squirrels under taffea
exploding bladders
Thanatos

Wildwood face crack
comfort and hobbits
return to ice

But
Don't
Sell
Memories

?

agentdesire @ 2005-02-26T01:42:00

2005-02-26T06:33:50Z

Lady Lazarus

I have done it again.
One year in every ten
I manage it-----

A sort of walking miracle, my skin
Bright as a Nazi lampshade,
My right foot

A paperweight,
My featureless, fine
Jew linen.

Peel off the napkin
O my enemy.
Do I terrify?-------

The nose, the eye pits, the full set of teeth?
The sour breath
Will vanish in a day.

Soon, soon the flesh
The grave cave ate will be
At home on me

And I a smiling woman.
I am only thirty.
And like the cat I have nine times to die.

This is Number Three.
What a trash
To annihilate each decade.

What a million filaments.
The Peanut-crunching crowd
Shoves in to see

Them unwrap me hand in foot ------
The big strip tease.
Gentleman , ladies

These are my hands
My knees.
I may be skin and bone,

Nevertheless, I am the same, identical woman.
The first time it happened I was ten.
It was an accident.

The second time I meant
To last it out and not come back at all.
I rocked shut

As a seashell.
They had to call and call
And pick the worms off me like sticky pearls.

Dying
Is an art, like everything else.
I do it exceptionally well.

I do it so it feels like hell.
I do it so it feels real.
I guess you could say I've a call.

It's easy enough to do it in a cell.
It's easy enough to do it and stay put.
It's the theatrical

Comeback in broad day
To the same place, the same face, the same brute
Amused shout:

'A miracle!'
That knocks me out.
There is a charge

For the eyeing my scars, there is a charge
For the hearing of my heart---
It really goes.

And there is a charge, a very large charge
For a word or a touch
Or a bit of blood

Or a piece of my hair on my clothes.
So, so, Herr Doktor.
So, Herr Enemy.

I am your opus,
I am your valuable,
The pure gold baby

That melts to a shriek.
I turn and burn.
Do not think I underestimate your great concern.

Ash, ash---
You poke and stir.
Flesh, bone, there is nothing there----

A cake of soap,
A wedding ring,
A gold filling.

Herr God, Herr Lucifer
Beware
Beware.

Out of the ash
I rise with my red hair
And I eat men like air.

agentdesire @ 2005-02-17T00:35:00

2005-02-17T05:27:42Z

April 18

the slime of all my yesterdays
rots in the hollow of my skull

and if my stomach would contract
because of some explicable phenomenon
such as pregnancy or constipation

I would not remember you

or that because of sleep
infrequent as a moon of greencheese
that because of food
nourishing as violet leaves
that because of these

and in a few fatal yards of grass
in a few spaces of sky and treetops

a future was lost yesterday
as easily and irretrievably
as a tennis ball at twilight

mein Herz schlägt nicht mehr weiter

2005-02-11T23:18:24Z

He’ll leave you alone in a desert, or
Drop you on your fat, stupid head, yelling.
Smashing chairs, blundering, as he scorns your
Tears, always blind to what they are telling.

He’ll grind, oh delicious friction, sweet mints,
Smiling as he drugs you, dragging you down,
Watching empty eyes through a wiry fence.
“To adorn you, you slut, a milky crown.”

He’ll make you dance on a pin, gorgeously,
No thrill in the capture, only the hunt,
Maybe you are just a bitch, a Twinkie,
A goat, miserable black hearted cunt.

All I’ve ever had, all I’ve never been
Scrubbing reveals leather never comes clean.

glc-2.11.05

agentdesire @ 2005-01-27T13:13:00

2005-01-27T18:05:29Z

What makes you think that you have won
When the battle has only just begun?
Let the punishment fit the crime
Bad things come to those in all good time

My mistake was to put you first
Deceitful bubble was so soon to burst
I asked you - believe in just us
Now my faith lie in mine own justice

How many times must I say I'm not sorry?
And how many ways can I show I don't care?

Rotting bodies of enemies
Cannot smell sweet enough to me
What is the price of a friend
Who would carry out revenge?

In this bleak world of absent laws
One in which the just are whores
An honor to die for the truth
Eye for an eye, tooth for tooth

How many times must I say I'm not sorry?
And how many ways can I show
I don't care?

agentdesire @ 2005-01-18T12:35:00

2005-01-18T17:30:18Z

"Come on Artax, what's the matter? What's wrong? Come on boy! I understand, it's too difficult for you.

Artax you're sinking! Come on turn around, you have to! Now ! Come on! Artax !

Fight against the sadness Artax. Artax, please. You're letting the sadness of the swamps get to you.

You have to try, you have to care. For me, I'm your
friend, I love you. Artax, you're sinking! Come on, turn around, you have to, now!

Come on! Artax! Fight against the sadness, Artax. Artax, please, you're letting the sadness of the swamps get to you. You have to try. You have to care, for me, you're my friend, and I love you.

Artax! Stupid horse! You've gotta move or you'll die! Move, please!

I won't give up! Don't quit! Artax! Please! Move please. I won't give up! Jump quick! Artax please!

agentdesire @ 2005-01-18T00:52:00

2005-01-18T05:47:52Z

men's shirts
sex on the beach
radiohead

jurasic bark
hot-cross buns
furry meatloaf

agentdesire @ 2005-01-07T21:58:00

2005-01-08T03:03:02Z

Scorre lento il mio tempo
Che scivola sul velo della mia pella nuda
Se oltrepassassi il confine che mi hai dato
Forse io non sarei qui

Da adesso ormai che senso ha
Cercare di abbracciare un passato pié puro
Guardando avanti rischierâ
Ma riesco a rispondere ai miei perch©

Tutto cio che sarai
Era gi stato scritto
Se davvero esiste
Questo dio ha fallito

Ogni parola pronunciata
Sar lo specchio del tuo dolore
Riflette la colpa
Alimenta l'odio

Madre

Il mio destino scelgo
Se riesco a resistere

Sono ancora in piedi in questo istante di pura follia
Non so pié se desiderare il bene o il male
Anche se il peccato forse pié mi da

Da adesso ormai che senso ha
Opporre resistenza a un destino segnato
Non resterâ a guardare senza
Riuscire a resisterti
Risvegliarmi

Madre

Il mio destino scelgo
Se riesco a resistere

Risvegliami

Non c'¨ scelta senza me
Non c'¨ vita senza me

Sag mir, wie weit willst Du geh'n
willst Du ihn am Boden seh'n - Ja
willst Du, dass er vor Dir kniet
willst Du, dass er um Gnade fleht

Rachegedanken von Demut gepeitscht
Du siehst und hörst nichts mehr
Deine kranken Gefühle
geben ihm keine Chance
Deine Wut will nicht sterben
nur dafür lebst Du noch

Du kannst, Du willst und wirst nie vergeben
und Du verteufelst sein ganzes Leben
treibst in den Wahnsinn von
maßlosem Zorn, Vernichtung und Rache,
Du bist zum Hassen gebor'n

Meine Wut will nicht sterben
Meine Wut will nicht sterben
Meine Wut stirbt nie

Deinen Hass rammst Du wie einen Stein
in ihn hinein Rammstein -
hast ihn verfolgt, gejagt und verflucht
und er hat kriechend das Weite gesucht

Du kannst, Du willst und wirst nie vergeben
und Du verteufelst sein ganzes Leben
treibst in den Wahnsinn von
maßlosem Zorn, Vernichtung und Rache,
Du bist zum Hassen gebor'n

Meine Wut will nicht sterben
Meine Wut will nicht sterben
Meine Wut stirbt nie

Du kannst, Du willst und wirst nie vergeben
und Du verteufelst sein ganzes Leben
treibst in den Wahnsinn von
maßlosem Zorn, Vernichtung und Rache,
Du bist zum Hassen gebor'n

Meine Wut will nicht sterben
Meine Wut will nicht sterben
meine Wut stirbt nie

agentdesire @ 2005-01-01T08:02:00

2005-01-01T13:05:56Z

I'm so tired of being here
Supressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating mind
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

My Life is so Pathetic that These Seem Interesting

2004-12-18T17:59:44Z

You're one of those perverts. You know what I'm
talking about.

Clean yourself up, and
get outside more! Fucker.

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